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This is a long one....but it all needed to be said. I hope this video helps anyone that's going through something similar, and to know that you're not alone. I also hope this video educates anyone who doesn't know how pregnancy questions could affect someone who's dealt or dealing with a stillbirth, miscarriages, infertility & any other pregnancy complications.
Extending all my love to all of those who are suffering. Know that I'm here with you ❤️

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10 jul 2018

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Marjolaine Daudrumez
Marjolaine Daudrumez Hace 11 horas
That was heartbreaking. I hope all your dreams will come true ❤️❤️❤️
Zoraida Magana
Zoraida Magana Hace 14 horas
I cried the whole video. I'm sorry Desi, you deserve all the happiness in the world.
Minandi Heski
Minandi Heski Hace 22 horas
❤️❤️❤️
AlejandraMMartinez
AlejandraMMartinez Hace un día
Desi, it took me 6 years after my first. We kept trying and when I finally gave up I found out I was pregnant so don’t give up. God will bless you with a baby when the time is right. I will pray for you.
Graciela Hambek
Graciela Hambek Hace 2 días
This is so heartbreaking, it’s difficult for me to talk about my miscarriages. I’ve had 3 of them. You’re right no one talks about them and yet so many have gone through it. Stay strong! Prayers for you & your husband. ♥️♥️♥️
kaisa mcgee
kaisa mcgee Hace 3 días
We were told by our doctors that there would be no way for us to have a baby. We tried IVF and were not successful. We thought it wasn't going to happen then out of the blue we got pregnant with a perfect baby boy. I think sometimes things happen for a reason it was hard we tried for 6 years.
Miri myMiri
Miri myMiri Hace 4 días
today someone ask me at work why I don't have children, and I told him I'm trying, then he told me "so, who is the one with the fertility issues is it you or your husband?" , it was very rude 😯
Michi Ticas
Michi Ticas Hace 4 días
Omg crying 😭😭😭 love you dedo! I hope this happens for you guys ❤️
BOC
BOC Hace 4 días
My husband and I tried then “didn’t try” same thing, I secretly was still thinking about it when we weren’t... and almost 2 years went by negative test after negative test... the most discouraging thing ever. I got to the point where I was “okay with it just being us” I’m so sorry you are going through this. My heart is broken for you. You will figure out your path, I promise. 💕
Lorena Bustos
Lorena Bustos Hace 6 días
Desi I am so sorry you are going through this, you are such great woman, example and human being! I love you! one day this will come a reality you'll see, you guys will be the greatest parents. Much love!
Kait Armerding
Kait Armerding Hace 6 días
I went through a miscarriage as well. I was pregnant the same time as my best friend, we were a week apart. We took each other to dinner to tell each other and were both so excited. She went on with her pregnancy and we went to our first appointment and there was no heartbeat. It was devastating. I’m so sorry for your struggles. You’re definitely not alone. 🖤
Olga Hidalgo
Olga Hidalgo Hace 7 días
Sending to you all muy love 😘
Shode321
Shode321 Hace 7 días
For women/couples in general, don't wait to get ALL the tests possible. It will save a lot of grief to know what you're dealing with and maybe get the problem sorted or if it can't be sorted then working around it to get pregnant/start a family in ways that WILL work. I wish you the best of luck Desi, you're not alone in this struggle x
Renee Craddock
Renee Craddock Hace 8 días
Don't lose faith I suffered with infertility for years but I finally had twins so never give up .God is good he has a plan for you
Chiara D.F.
Chiara D.F. Hace 8 días
❤️
Meriame Bensaid
Meriame Bensaid Hace 8 días
I wish you all the best Desi you really deserve to be a mom and you will be a great mom
Jaclynn Gage
Jaclynn Gage Hace 9 días
I’m so sorry desi. I understand how heartbreaking it is to have your only dream to have a family and be a mom and not being able to get pregnant. God just didn’t have that plan for me. I hope one day you’re blessed with a child even if it’s not physically yours. God bless you and Steven.
Rebecca Hite
Rebecca Hite Hace 10 días
I Ask That God Shine On You! Shine On You! Shine On You! In JESUS Name!!! God is Using ESvid as a Prayer Chain For You!!! He Is Comforting You Right Now!!! ❤
Rebecca Hite
Rebecca Hite Hace 10 días
I Agree with Lorissa Turner! We are Praying for You! All of Us who saw this. That God will move all darkness out of the Way and Open Your Womb! We Love You and Thank you for being Brave! Your Tutorial Just Opened Hearts to Lift You Up Before God, Who is Listening! He Has Not Rejected You or Forgotten You. He is Listening. An Answer Will Come.
Zeynep Kırçuval
Zeynep Kırçuval Hace 10 días
Desi I hope you read this, I am a subscriber from Turkey. What you’re going through is despite being very difficult is very common. My mother always wanted to have kids but it was very hard for her. She had tried for 5 years and she had 6 miss carriages. I am her 7th try, my parents feel very grateful and blessed to have me. They call me their miracle due to the difficulties they had. She tried twice after me but unfortunately they were miss carriages as well. Miracles can and do happen. It was very easy for my mom to get pregnant but she lost them within the first months, I know that’s not the case for you but you are NOT alone. I hope that you never give up and always keep trying. I know that you WILL be pregnant, I believe in you never loose your hope. ❤️❤️❤️
Ellie Acunzo
Ellie Acunzo Hace 10 días
It will happen in time in Desi ❤️❤️❤️
Pramodsingh Pramodsingh
xxx
Nancy Martinez
Nancy Martinez Hace 10 días
Sometimes with fertility treatment, you can even end up with twins 👶🏻👶🏻
amber roberts
amber roberts Hace 11 días
Just keep thanking God EVERYDAY and when you see a child for your baby! He’ll give you the desires of your heart!! Ur going to be a mother so soon in Jesus name! Amen! Receive it!! It’s yours!!
ALove Hepburn
ALove Hepburn Hace 11 días
Desi I promise I will pray for you and your husband!
Monique Roper
Monique Roper Hace 11 días
Thank you. Thank you for posting this. I suffered from a miscarriage recently and have had issues with my fertility ever since. I’ve been feeling depressed and less feminine lately due to all the issues. I keep coming back to this video and feeling like I have a friend who can actually relate to me. Thank you.
Becky Berg
Becky Berg Hace 12 días
So brave to tell your story. Thank you! Can't wait to watch the video when you announce to all of us that you are expecting. Hang in there.
Erika D
Erika D Hace 12 días
Everybody here loves and supports you. Steven, your brother, your mom, and your whole family. You are not a disappointment to anybody who matters. You are human and a woman, and this struggle is making you stronger and more compassionate. "Man's Search for Meaning" by Viktor Frankl is a book that helped me through my deepest low. It is a short, but incredibly strengthening book. I do agree with you that there is a reason behind everything and I, for one, am so proud of you for thinking outside your own pain and empathizing with others in your position. You are so beautiful and brave for exhibiting such vulnerability and strength. All the love, from Kentucky.
Ellie Stannero
Ellie Stannero Hace 12 días
I haven't finished watching the video by the time I'm typing this, tbh I'm only 21, but for some unknown weird reason I am scared I might not be able to ever have kids. And I would really want to be a mom when the right time comes ( not that I am rushing or anything ). This is what my gut tells me. I haven't got the courage to watch this til now, because I read the description beforehand...
Snapsonfools
Snapsonfools Hace 12 días
I also went to a specialist before my 1st daughter was born because I thought that I was "broken" I can relate to what you're saying so much about taking test after test hoping its positive then it's not. Honestly it wasnt until I "gave up" like you that we got pregnant. God will give you exactly what you need when you need it... usually when you least expect it.
Jasmine
Jasmine Hace 13 días
Wow I really didn't think it would be this hard to watch this video, I've gone through a miscarriage. It is horrible and I felt like it was me, like something was wrong with me. I started to learn that sometimes it just happens. Thank you for sharing this, it's not just a video this is raw and real life not everyone can do that ❤
MicheMoffatt #BaldBarbie MiMo Wigs
You’re so wonderful to speak so openly about such a personal issue, and I know you are helping so many people out there with similar hard times and struggles. It must be so hard to have people constantly ask when you’re having a baby, and I think you have handled this so well. You’re a beautiful girl inside and out, and you’re both a fantastic couple. Im sure this video is going to touch so many lives worldwide - thanks for being so inspirational x x x x
ELY MAYA
ELY MAYA Hace 13 días
Love you guys!
Twin Power Media
Twin Power Media Hace 14 días
Desi, God has a plan for everyone and I have no doubts you and Steven will have a baby when you are supposed to. Let go and surrender and this will lift a burden off your chests. Trust and believe and move on with your life and be happy!
Cristiana Inacio
Cristiana Inacio Hace 14 días
Just a 14 year old crying over this video, I love Desi, I hope god blesses her with a baby.
Rebekah Wynne
Rebekah Wynne Hace 14 días
Have you read the secret?
Rebekah Wynne
Rebekah Wynne Hace 14 días
❤️
Deanna Newman
Deanna Newman Hace 14 días
The strength you have just for putting this out there is so amazing Desi. Please know you are never obligated to share something so hard for you, but I'm so glad ur so open with your audience. Prayers for you and Steven girl. ❤❤
Deanna Newman
Deanna Newman Hace 14 días
I love how strong Desi and Steven's bond is. Love and respect to both of you girl. ❤❤
M.l M.
M.l M. Hace 16 días
I applaud you for telling your story and having the courage to come forward and speak about your pain to all of your subscribers. While you speak of your struggles you ARE helping someone who is going through something similar as you are and without even knowing you are helping them by providing them some form of comfort. Leave it in God’s Hands and Always have Faith. God works in Mysterious Ways. Best of Luck in your journey, you have many many people right by your side never feel alone.
Maire Berger
Maire Berger Hace 16 días
You’re are such an amazing person; I’ve been following you for so many years and truly never knew your pain. I was looking for a tutorial today and stumbled across this and am so glad i did. You and Steven are so blessed and i know god will bless you any way he can. YOU will be an amazing mother when the time comes. Keep your faith desi and always know how loved you truly are.
Sabrina Gutierrez
Sabrina Gutierrez Hace 16 días
Lifted you up in prayer 🙏🏼 God knows your hearts desires. In his perfect timing you will be a mom & have a beautiful family❤️
Leah Baker
Leah Baker Hace 17 días
This made me cry for many reasons. Keep your head up beautiful. Timing is EVERYTHING. What's meant to be will be and do not lose hope. I will pray for you and Steven to be blessed with a baby. Your such an inspiration.... stay strong stay positive and keep your head up.
Iram Vora
Iram Vora Hace 17 días
i totally get were you re coming from. me and my husband are trying to get pregnant for a year now and every time i feel something different with my body i feel like m pregnant and i take the test and its negative and its sooooooooo heart breaking and discouraging. All i can say after watching tis video is that i m not alone!!! If its meant to happen it ll happen. m gonna pray for both of us and thank you so much for sharing this.
Lori Etheridge
Lori Etheridge Hace 17 días
You are not alone my love!!!! My heart feels the same pain. We will be amazing Mother's one day! God bless you
manuela gomez-rhodes
manuela gomez-rhodes Hace 18 días
Release and manifest! So proud of you! We’re all sending you positive, loving energy ❤️❤️✨✨
Haley Chacon
Haley Chacon Hace 18 días
I chucked it all and just grabbed a makeup wipe. Desi. Honey. I feel for you. It's not something I have been through but I'm in tears anyways. Much love.
Ana Mazurek
Ana Mazurek Hace 18 días
Thank you for making this. Definitely made me feel like I am not alone and that the way I feel isn’t so crazy.
Kaylaa Corrigan-Castillo
I'm so sorry, I wish I could give you a hug! 💖
Paula
Paula Hace 19 días
🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽
Gaye Williams
Gaye Williams Hace 19 días
Please don't give up it took my husband and I 7 years to have my Son, sadly 4 years later I got pregnant again and my second son was born with a hypoplastic left heart , I was born with congenital heart disease, and I passed on the gene, but he passed away a few days later, unfortunately we then found out my disease means one in 3 of my children will be born like t that, so it was too risky to try again. However I just thank god daily for my beautiful son who I had first who thankfully doesn't have that gene and is very very healthy, please stay positive, my son took 7 years before he was born I had 4 miscarriages and an ectopic pregnancy, possibly because they had my genetics and had heart disease??? I will never ever know, when you do have babies you will be a wonderful wonderful Mother and your hubby will be a fantastic dad. Your get there I know it , if you really really want something it happens after sex lie with your legs up the wall and a pillow under your bum worked with both my boys and 3 of 4 miscarriages have ago xxxxxxxxx
Chessia Brown
Chessia Brown Hace 19 días
I'm 37 and suffering with infertility as well. Some days I'm so tough and positive, and other days it eats me alive. I'm racing the clock and that adds more stress. I have faith that God knows the desires of our hearts, and sometimes I fall in my faith when it seems every girl around me is getting pregnant. It hurts. I dread going to the doctor because all the women there are pregnant and so many of them seem to take it for granted. I have a huge box filled with negative pregnancy tests, because when my angel finally gets here I want to look back and know all these tears and the disappointment were worth it. NEVER GIVE UP. Even in the days you feel completely hopeless, you are not alone....God bless you. Sending heaps of love and baby dust your way!!!!❤❤❤❤❤
gabrielarr328
gabrielarr328 Hace 20 días
My heart is with you 🙂🙏🏼❤️
Samantha Lowe
Samantha Lowe Hace 20 días
I’ve lost 2 babies in a row.. it never gets easier. I’m pregnant now for a 3rd time and everything is perfect so far! I’m 16 weeks 😊🙏🏼
Kyra Liu
Kyra Liu Hace 20 días
why is it that everyone's burning question for a female is when she's going to be pregnant? it's a pretty personal question that random people shouldn't ask someone they don't know personally
Carolina Arias
Carolina Arias Hace 20 días
I declare that you will have a girl this year.
Gee
Gee Hace 21 un día
IT WILL HAPPEN DESI, YOU KNOW IT. GOD HAS A PLAN. XOXO
Alma Handžić
Alma Handžić Hace 22 días
I had a misscarriage a few years ago. And I struggled to get pregnant again. I was not having any health problems, but I was devistated and depressed and I have created problems in my head and passed them to my husband who started having problems with erection. I do not how we in all that mess managed to say to each other, relax, do not think about it, and get me pregnant again. We now have a beautiful girl and thinking about second baby, brings me back to the same place and I do not know how am I gonna go through all that agsin. But what I want to tell you, do not lose hope ever!!! God will bless you two with a baby because you are good people and you deserve all the best!!!!! A lot of people in my country I struggling with pregnancy issuies and it is probably because we went through a four years of war and that stressfull period, so they are getting mostly babies through IVF. Have you though about that option? I know people who had through 9 misscarrieges. I think I would loose it, I so admire those ladies. I guess the wish to be a mother does not stop and should not stop especially at thia time when we have solution for everything! So you WILL get pregnant and you WILL have your baby! Do not stop trying ever! Sending you love from Bosnia! Hate to see your beautiful face covered with tears 💔
Gursimran Lakhanpal
Gursimran Lakhanpal Hace 22 días
😪😪😪 you deserve a football team of babies desi, forever keeping you’re family in my prayers
Sarah M.
Sarah M. Hace 22 días
When you mentioned your friend, i felt guilty all over again.... that i had my baby w/o complications. My friend got pregnant when i was 8 months along. The same week my daughter was born, she told me that her baby was gone. I would have done anything to prevent that. I emailed her baby a couple weeks prior saying things like "i heard you've been feeling sick. We need you to hang in there because you are so loved and we cant wait to meet you"... I look forward to meeting her baby in Paradise. And i know you can't wait to have your baby back, too. God promises that he will undo all death and give us back our loved ones. (John 5:28,29).... all of the children who couldn't hang in there are no different. A life is a life. And God values all life, esp the little ones :) My heart goes out to you Desi. and i hope your dream of having your family sees fulfillment soon. Sending my love . . . and reminding you that God heals our broken hearts. Psalm 147:3 "He heals the brokenhearted; He binds up their wounds."
TRALALITSA K
TRALALITSA K Hace 22 días
4 years trying for a baby and not going to doctor having exams is too much honey.. .Women need to visit doctor after 6 months or 1 year if they are very young. You should go earlier because when ages pass things are worse and more difficult . You should make all nececery exams and start medication. Dont loose any more time please!! Feeling bad and crying does not help, makes you worse. Nobody should ask these kind of questions.Wish you a baby the soonest possible!
TRALALITSA K
TRALALITSA K Hace 3 días
+KennedyShae MUA it seems that you havent watched the whole video. The have visited RECENTLY a doctor...after they have been trying for years ...Doctors advice visiting a doctor 6months after trying if you are older and 1 year if you are very young.
KennedyShae MUA
KennedyShae MUA Hace 3 días
If you would’ve listened to the whole video before offering up your ignorant opinion you would’ve realize that her and her husband have ALREADY went to the doctor and have had testing done.
TRALALITSA K
TRALALITSA K Hace 3 días
+KennedyShae MUA Your opinion..Disgusting is when people ask.her when she is going to have a baby or of she is pregnant....not when somebody advices her to.visit a doctor the soonest possible..
KennedyShae MUA
KennedyShae MUA Hace 3 días
Again, disgusting.
Reem Ss
Reem Ss Hace 23 días
يا رب ترزقهم و ترزق كل محروم ♥️🙏🏻
Suerieya Sey
Suerieya Sey Hace 23 días
Be strong desi! Your time will come God will bless you with a baby at the perfect time. You and Steven are such a beautiful couple. Stay strong and stay positive! I love you
Neesie L
Neesie L Hace 23 días
Praying for you, myself and anyone else dealing with this 👏🏼
maria luna
maria luna Hace 24 días
Desi, you got me crying. You are truly an inspiration of a strong woman! And I’m sure you’ve helped someone. U helped me be appreciative of the kiddos I do have. And God bless you
Aroha Gaia
Aroha Gaia Hace 24 días
You will be a mum soon, I see that. Allow it to be and it will. 🙏🏼♥️
Kyleigh Jepson
Kyleigh Jepson Hace 24 días
God doesn’t give us anything we can’t handle .
Hannah Karimi
Hannah Karimi Hace 24 días
WHO FUCKING DISLIKED
Missprivina xoxoxo
Missprivina xoxoxo Hace 24 días
I cried for her and I hope that she will be pregnant one day !
Hope Badten
Hope Badten Hace 24 días
Seeing this video has made me feel better in a way that I don't feel alone thank you so much for sharing this I know it probably wasn't easy at all...
Hope Badten
Hope Badten Hace 24 días
2 miscarriages. I believe that everything happens for a reason as well.
Yordaliza Checo
Yordaliza Checo Hace 25 días
I know this is a serious video butttt is anyone noticing the dog licking the bed in the beginning of the video lmao
Meredith MOHLER
Meredith MOHLER Hace 25 días
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ateCheca
ateCheca Hace 25 días
my gosh. This video was so scary and heartbreaking at the same time. Me & my boyfriend haven't tried to get pregnant, but I am in a steady relationship for quiet some time now, and we have both talked about starting a family and having babies, even our mothers wants grandkids also. And I am just terrified. What if I can't have babies, like something is wrong with me. I can't seem to go to the doctor to get a checkup because I'm so afraid if the results will be negative and I would be heartbroken and my life would be over. It's so scary, I sometimes can't sleep at night when my mind is just wild from thinking about it... I Pray that you and Steven will be blessed with children in the nearest future! You're a strong woman to share this with us. Thank you Desi.
Lizbeth Gonzalez
Lizbeth Gonzalez Hace 25 días
Never say you lost your baby because you weren’t ready to be a mom ... I struggled for years trying to have a baby I cried and prayed to have a baby , I got frustrated with myself I thought I couldn’t have babies , I stopped trying and blaming myself ... But now I have my beautiful 3 month babygirl and girl I wasn’t ready Iam still not ready but Iam learning everyday how to be a mom . God has his plans for us and in perfect timing you’ll have your babies
Mentyy2233
Mentyy2233 Hace 26 días
You, Alejandra (La Chula), Dulce Candy, Yasmin Valeyas (beauty bird),and Karely (KarelyVlogs) should have a coffee date!!! All of you are going through very similar situations,yet so different. ❤️🙏🏻
Claudia Wang
Claudia Wang Hace 26 días
I have a friend who battled infertility 8 years and she pretty much gave up when God blessed her with a child and she just had her second baby this week and I’m not sure what God’s plan is for you, beautiful girl, but trust in Him and keep your head up. I have a friend who’s been trying to get pregnant for years and she’s my doula and I struggle to not feel guilty to have her help me deliver my baby because I want with all my heart that maybe it would be her instead of me but she said it’s alright and we are on different paths in life and I sincerely pray you get blessed with a family whether that looks like a biological baby or an adopted child who needs a loving home. I will be praying for you so much!!! xoxo 💋
Claudia Wang
Claudia Wang Hace 26 días
Lord Jesus, this breaks my heart as I am pregnant with my second baby and I don’t know what it is like to go through something like this. I pray you are able to have peace and comfort and that God would embrace you with His love and purpose and that you and your husband would be blessed by the Lord in your life and continue to be the outgoing lovely person you are. Stay strong. xoxo 💋
Sherry Wagih
Sherry Wagih Hace 26 días
Breaks my heart to see you cry. I feel for you and often talking about our issues out loud really helps us reflect on our thoughts and feelings, so well done. I pray for you that you encounter some good news soon Inshallah. I truly believe that everything happens for a reason my dear, and it will happen when the time is right. God bless you and Steven xxx
Tanya Calderon
Tanya Calderon Hace 26 días
Praying for you guys. God is amazing and He will bless you guys.
hinnyQ
hinnyQ Hace 26 días
You may or may not even get a chance to read this comment. But, I felt a sense of guilt watching your video. Not because I have asked your or anyone else in real life why they dont have children, but because I already have two kids (age 14 months and 2.5 yrs). I work full time outside of the home and mostly have to care for my kids as my husband works the swing shift and goes to school full time. It gets very overwhelming and stressful and most days I beg for a vacation away from them or try to find ways for my mom or siblings to help watch them. More recently, I had a pregnancy scare- a really real one- I took a pregnancy test which came back positive and I literally was so sad and depressed because I was using precautions and still I thought, HOW?!?! I was on the verge of waking up the next morning and calling into my doctor to terminate the pregnancy b/c I knew me and my husband couldn't handle a 3rd right now- or maybe ever. But, later that day- I somehow either had a miscarriage or my period came.I felt so much relief and now it makes me really sad to actually see someone so financially successful and thriving in her career- want what I took for granted. I am sorry you are having problems getting pregnant and I am sorry that you had to experience the lost of something that was going to bring you joy, but keep faith and know that when God deems, it will be.
Stefani Feole Venatta
Stefani Feole Venatta Hace 26 días
I love you!!! God will bless you with a child one day and it'll happen at the best time for you and your husband in your lives. You'll be the best mom! Don't lose hope!
Yazo0o7F
Yazo0o7F Hace 26 días
Have you done ultrasound, semen analysis, hormone tests... have u tried IVF? Go for it and hope that God can give you what u want to be happy
Rossana Evaristo
Rossana Evaristo Hace 26 días
Be strong Desi. Your blessing soon will come.
jd
jd Hace 26 días
This video breaks my heart. You are so brave and strong, I want you both to know that. I look up to people like you! You are full of love and I hope all these positive words from the other people who already commented make you realize that and feel you better. You will be gifted with kids and a happy family. I send you a lot of love and wish you all the best!
Yasmine Nasri
Yasmine Nasri Hace 27 días
Thank you for this
Sadies Houle
Sadies Houle Hace 27 días
This video really hit close to home.. However I was fortunate enough to have experienced pregnancy and giving birth and no one can ever take that away from me.. I was 17. The father gave me an ultimatum “me or the baby” I chose my baby. Then I had the opportunity to give her to someone who could give her the life I couldn’t. No matter how badly I wanted to keep her. I’ve always had strong maternal instincts. I’ve had to take care of my younger siblings at age 12 because all of the adults were drunk or passed out and drugged up.. I’ve taken care of baby cousins, nieces and nephews. So I so badly wanted to be mom when I had the chance.. but I had to be selfless for this precious life. I had to give her the best life even if I wasn’t personally giving it to her. I had some complications though during birth and labour. She got stuck in the canal and when she finally got out she’s healthy and alive thank God ❤️ unfortunately I lost a lot of blood and I had some other complications that now I may never have to chance to have another baby.. I know that feeling, when you psyche yourself out into believing that you’re pregnant then feeling disappointed when you’re not.. it’s heartbreaking. My biggest dream is to have a baby and to experience it with the love of my life.. but I’m still young so I try to tell myself that it’ll happen when it’s meant to. When I’m ready. I still believe it but there’s that little part of me that’s afraid it’ll never happen..
The Youngs
The Youngs Hace 27 días
I am so sorry you have gone through this. Praying God's strength and comfort for you. I will say there are some women who go through this and then go on a ketogenic diet and get pregnant. Whatever path you choose, know that love will always be with you.
Laura D
Laura D Hace 27 días
I am terrified I will have these same problems as my mum and dad tried for me for 10 years. The doctors told them they would never have kids....and then along I came!!! followed a couple years later by my little brother!. Never give hope hope Desi. You are an inspiration girl 😘xxxx
Sonia Sarwar Lina
Sonia Sarwar Lina Hace 28 días
A big tight hug from a sister and lots of dua for you..Insha’allah you will be a mom very soon :)
Agi Laan
Agi Laan Hace 28 días
I got a miscarriage in 9 weeks of my pregnancy (5 of my friends were pregnant at that time) ..... this pain of disappointment was indescribable I did not want to try anymore . and suddenly after a few years, a wonderful daughter appeared in the world. I wish you a lot of strength and faith in the future... for sure and you are to have your own little life a tiny miracle 💝💝
Gaby Acevedo
Gaby Acevedo Hace 29 días
OMG! I'm crying so much right now! God bless her, bless her marriage, bless her body, bless her future family💙 You are such an amazing person, who inspires and motivates so much people! You'll be amazing parents, I know that for sure💙💙💙
Karen Diaz
Karen Diaz Hace 29 días
God has a plan. My husband and I tried for 10 years and went through 3 miscarriages before our daughter was born. She goes off to college next month. I pray for you and your husband. We nearly divorced over the depression that resulted from the first miscarriage. I'm sorry for you but I believe your path will be revealed to you. Good luck and God bless!
AnneLien1987
AnneLien1987 Hace 29 días
We have been trying for 4,5years. We gave up. We will never have children and that's OK now. We are happy together. We enjoy every moment together. I hope you'll find peace too. Try to live your life with your husband. It is still the most important thing ever. I was depressed too and cried everyday. Now I am happy again and you will too. Bless you.
Charlotte Vanessa
Charlotte Vanessa Hace 29 días
❤️✨
Yolima Mont
Yolima Mont Hace un mes
of course no one would like to have a miscarriage girly, aww desi you will have an opportunity to be a mom dont loose hope! wow the video clip made me cry!
Shelby D
Shelby D Hace un mes
Desi, I've always respected you and have loved your videos and I must say that after watching this I've gained an inevitable amount of respect for you. You're so strong and such a kind kind kind soul. I hope it happens for you soon because you deserve it you are going to be an amazing mom one day. You have such amazing morals and it's so refreshing to hear you talk about what you believe in. You got this girl stay strong and stay beautiful ❤️❤️
Panj
Panj Hace un mes
Crying hysterically @ 5:08
Scarle's Corner
Scarle's Corner Hace un mes
Tan bellaaa God will bless you with a baby and both of you will be amazing parents ❤️❤️ wish you lots of blessings ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Diana Vargas
Diana Vargas Hace un mes
❤️I wish you and your husband the best.❤️
Prata Kid
Prata Kid Hace un mes
Here’s these people popping out kids they don’t even want and good people like you can’t. It’ll come girl. Love you. Xoxo.
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