Why I'm So Scared (being myself and crying too much)

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Denielle Casanova
Denielle Casanova Hace un hora
Bunny, I am one of your older subscribers that left but came back. Shane truly hit it on the nail regarding why I know I took a little break. Well, that and I got married and had a baby and life is a little different with my 8 mo. old. That being said, I still watched you through the Disney trips and scavenger hunts and I was stuck in Kingwood, very preggo with my hubby in another state at work. Through Harvey, I saw you struggle as I was struggling just up the street and cried with you. I am so glad you are artistically refreshed and truly hope you know we love you and know you are always great enough. Feel free to bring it on up to North East Houston anytime, we welcome you always! Also, i was so shook because I lived in ATX for 6 years before I came to HTX and I have been to Uncommon and worked just up the street from there and I got all nostalgic :) and a little scared :/ but you made the video fantastic :) looking forward to your vids and a great future in this industry.
Maryann Marshall
Maryann Marshall Hace un hora
Just be you ❤️❤️
Amanda Dalager
Amanda Dalager Hace 8 horas
and you personality
Amanda Dalager
Amanda Dalager Hace 8 horas
i love your saftey pin earings
fairyta lena
fairyta lena Hace 22 horas
I am back!
M. N.
M. N. Hace un día
I'm back to your channel and wish you all the best!
marisol 123
marisol 123 Hace 2 días
Instead of buying buying buying stuff, why don't u spend time with God! Its the best comfort and peace you will ever get.
Uptowngirl - Jennifer
She's baaaaccckkkk!!!!!! Love it!! I'm resubscribing right now.
kazmir korrine
kazmir korrine Hace 2 días
Never forget how phenomenal you are!! Love you ❤️💀🌹
ZF2 Mc
ZF2 Mc Hace 2 días
Fred Garcia
Fred Garcia Hace 2 días
We love u cute whittle bunny whabbit 😘
Fred Garcia
Fred Garcia Hace 2 días
Love just relax and be yourself the way God made u we accept u for who u truly are a beautiful woman with a caring sweet personality ur videos show u this way .We believe in and u can do and accomplish anything ur heart desires so just be yourself and enjoy your life god bless u sweet take good care of yourself 😘.
lacie allen
lacie allen Hace 3 días
You are the best grav3yardgirl!
Star Nunley
Star Nunley Hace 3 días
believe me i cry to much too and im not even depressed.....
Toni Ashton
Toni Ashton Hace 3 días
just love you for you x
Vassy Dimova
Vassy Dimova Hace 3 días
I've just watched Shane's video and you got your new subscriber girl!:)
Cat Chua
Cat Chua Hace 3 días
Bunnyyyyyyyyyyyyy I have been such a fan of you for years. I'm so glad you did this. Please don't forget; the best part about you is you. We love you!
Brandie AK
Brandie AK Hace 3 días
I'm so happy to finally see the real you Bunny! #resubscribe
Leah Marie
Leah Marie Hace 4 días
I love this so much this is so real. like im funny and witty alot but no its npt and everyday all the time kind of thing ya know
Leah Marie
Leah Marie Hace 4 días
Wow you are so amazing
Brittney Kuhlman
Brittney Kuhlman Hace 4 días
you are such a beautiful soul bunny.
hope noe
hope noe Hace 4 días
I have loved u all thru these years and I'm only 13 and u r my personality that I hide u r amazing sorry for what u have been going through
Cassidy Williams
Cassidy Williams Hace 4 días
He saved your life, didn’t he..... I get that energy. I’m so grateful for you girl.
Crimson Scarlet
Crimson Scarlet Hace 4 días
i came here because of shane i never knew about u before but you seem rly coool
Jaime Lynn Comella
Jaime Lynn Comella Hace 4 días
So relatable. Never watched a video on her channel before, but after watching Shanes, I feel compelled to watch her... Always be you, sweetie ✌🏼🖤
Kaylee Salazar
Kaylee Salazar Hace 5 días
I have been subscribed to you for so so long. I haven't really watched you that much. And idk why. You are so awesome and I feel like you don't treat your fans like fans. You treat us so different, so nice. You're such a great person and hope everything gets so much better for you. Thank you for not giving up and just trying.❤
Juliboolie YT
Juliboolie YT Hace 5 días
Shane is just a great person and an amazing spirit, he is uplifting with his personality and is just a nurturing, caring, uplifting, loving, and reassuring person to everyone, I just don't understand why ppl would hate him, tbh they probably don't understand him and rlly don't know him. He's very open-minded and is such a great person, even his friends. Shane is the most amazing person that could walk the earth i love him so much
chelsea walsh
chelsea walsh Hace 5 días
BUNNY I LOVE YOU😭😍❤️ been subscribed for a while and i ALWAYS LOVE YOUR CONTENT💕 you make great videos because you can be yourself and be silly and just do you! ALWAYS love yourself! you are such a precious soul and i love you and care about you❤️❤️😘 i deal with anxiety and depression so i get all of it, it affects you in a way that is indescribable way, we can do this together, you and i, i am always a very big fan to watch and look forward to your videos💕 i’ve never walked away and came back! i truly have always loved your videos and will continue to do so❤️
Tanya Boudreau
Tanya Boudreau Hace 5 días
I love all your baby dolls!!!!
Amber Ortiz
Amber Ortiz Hace 5 días
You are beautiful
Nicky Bee
Nicky Bee Hace 5 días
Love you Bunny, so happy you’re able to express yourself and be your true, authentic self! You’re such an inspiration and creative soul. We all love you and support you!!!!! Have a happy week!!!!!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
SaltyRere Hace 6 días
Haven’t watch ur video for sooooo long and now I’m crying
Ida Ågren
Ida Ågren Hace 6 días
Your struggles and thoughts due to depression and anxiety are very relatable, so thank you for opening up about everything. Trust yourself Bunny, we are all LIVING for this new energy!!! Love you
Brittany Michael
Brittany Michael Hace 6 días
Hey Bunny! I’m a little late to the party but hi! I’ve been watching your channel for a few years and if I’m being honest I did stop watching your videos. I recently watched a few of Shane Dawson’s videos the ones with Jeffrey Star and I was blown away with what he did there so I knew I had to come back and watch to see how he was going to help you. AND WOW I cried and actually related to you so much! I feel so much happiness for you that you are so ready to try and open us to us more!! I’m so proud of you for all that you have allowed us to see and learn about you in the videos with Shane! It sounds funny but I feel like I know you like a real life friend. I’m so happy to be back and I’m so excited to see what you’re going to do! I love you Bunny !! Keep being amazing !!
Zoë Bush
Zoë Bush Hace 6 días
So glad you're back I'm am so totally looking forward to watching your new videos!
starrwinter Hace 6 días
I cried so hard the entire way through and new subscriber here! These videos made me want to see more 💕💕💕
aleisa louise
aleisa louise Hace 6 días
The things you were saying about your negative mind set taking over makes sense to me. I was in a bad place last year and the negativity had consumed me where all the time I just kept slipping out negative thoughts it was bad. So I understand where you are coming from completely.
FateWeaver71 Hace 6 días
I hope this finds you in a great place. I'm glad your groove is coming back. Your wonderful & you brighten up my day! Keep doing you! Your great! Hugs-n-loves
Jenna Dennis
Jenna Dennis Hace 7 días
Just turned on the notifications. I love you. I'm so proud of you
laura matheison
laura matheison Hace 7 días
laura matheison
laura matheison Hace 7 días
I love to to pieces..I love watching you. I can relate to you . I love your funnies, I love all your "Does this thing really work"? Xoxoxo
Daryl b
Daryl b Hace 7 días
Great video
Yuriko Animations:3
Yuriko Animations:3 Hace 7 días
Thx to shane!!! For helping me discover an amazing ESvidr!!!:D
Kelsey Whitworth
Kelsey Whitworth Hace 7 días
Bunny I think you are a really cool person. It's neat to have your own collections and fascinations with victorian era items and dolls. I have always been fascinated with people from the past, and what their lives were like. I'm looking forward to more videos from you. I loved the series you and Shane just did.
Alyssa Z
Alyssa Z Hace 7 días
Ugh I love the heck out of you!!!! I also suffer from anxiety and depression and i go through periods that are so so low and it takes sooo much to pull myself out and get back to me again. But we as a swamp family get do it together! I am So so happy for you !! Please do a in depth closet tour!!!
Raven Carney
Raven Carney Hace 7 días
I just want you to know I've watched you from the beginning and I love you so much !! You've come incredibly far and I'm so happy I've came on this journey with you ... I love you graveyard girl !!! 💕💕💕💕
Amanda Gray
Amanda Gray Hace 7 días
I adore you ♡♡♡
Lori'sLife Hace 8 días
God I love this and I love bunny! I have never been a subscriber to her but my daughter was addicted to you for so long. Now I understand her so much, we could be soul sisters! Thanks for doing this Shane!
LovingKitty711 Hace 8 días
Omg I'm that way too.. I can't talk about things till after they're over n it really pushes people away. I don't know how to change it but I try cause i get that all the time😒
Ana Fox
Ana Fox Hace 8 días
Berthzy Hace 8 días
Thats so f** sassy
Sam A
Sam A Hace 8 días
I've seen you on and off but never subscribed then I found Shane and his video of you, now I have to subscribe!! I adore the real, unique you!! Keep it up!!
Michael Brougham
Michael Brougham Hace 9 días
I am from Gavleston, I thought it was pretty cool to find out this city inspires others as well.
Jenny Ramales
Jenny Ramales Hace 9 días
Bunny!!! I will watch you forever!!!! Loyal subscriber! Love you so much I just found out my daughter loves you too!!!! Thank you for being an amazing person!
bel z
bel z Hace 9 días
To be honest, her paranormal stuff is what I like the most even though she rarely makes those types of vids anymore. However, I have seen other vids of hers where she explains her own life stories/circumstances and she is very much a relatable person.
carissa moon solimene
carissa moon solimene Hace 10 días
I have honestly never commented on any video on anyone's channel ever, except right now, and one other time, which was your video with Shane. Honestly I have always found myself watching you cause you have that goofy side that I feel like I've lost in myself. I can pull off being my goofy self in public, but at home, I feel this "funk". I've been in this funk for a while now. And wow! Then I saw your series with Shane, and this video! I don't have a ESvid channel, but wow, I love you even more! This is amaizing, what your doing. I hope to see more of the "raw you" in the future. Looking forward to more!
Leau B.
Leau B. Hace 10 días
Dear Bunny, I've been watching your videos for a very long time, and, I'm sooo happy and relieved about this because I've always been curious about your real life/feelings, and I was aware you had anxiety/depression, you did mention it before, but I relate to you a lot, and always loved those little moments in your past videos where you would share a tiny bit about yourself. And that's not to say that your other videos weren't entertaining and I did watch them all, I love hauls, make up videos, reviews and all these things, but this is so real, these past videos are sooooo real. I'm always so worried about what other people think of me, and I can't even imagine making a video like that, opening up in front of so many people. You are very brave and I believe that you do help people by talking about this. Everyone has many facets of their personalities and especially for an influencer/celebrity, I'm sure it's hard to just be yourself without necessarily revealing everything, but at the same time being genuine, I mean the line is so slim, and some people are way too judgmental towards celebrities because they put themselves out there and it's easier to judge a person than trying to fully understand their perspective. Your silliness is an amazing aspect of your personality and I'm sure that a true member of the swamp family will understand that it's not all black and white. You can cry, and talk about depression, that doesn't mean you can't be cheerful and sassy too. You don't owe us anything, you're so humble, my attention and views on your videos are not a gift, your videos are the gifts you work so hard for all of this, we have to be grateful that we can get to know more about you. Honestly, Thank you for this, I hope you continue doing what you love, whatever you do, you said it yourself, success is possible for everybody. 🌹❤️
Rainbowspace839 Patel
Rainbowspace839 Patel Hace 10 días
Bunny I love you one day you are going to say everything OK with you already but you being your self it’s going to be ok
Sara Banyard
Sara Banyard Hace 10 días
Aditi Ghildiyal
Aditi Ghildiyal Hace 10 días
Sending love all the way from India!
Maddy Hace 10 días
Honestly I thought I WAS subscribed to you and the collab with Shane made me aware I wasn’t! I hope for good things for your channel but more than that I hope for you to be happy.
Mazzou X
Mazzou X Hace 11 días
Wow! What beautiful sentiment. So glad to be back with you. Been a little lost myself. Bless your heart, my daughter is a ESvidr. Some days are rough. I'm going to tell you the same thing I tell her... You got this Kiddo!
Emily Armendariz
Emily Armendariz Hace 11 días
I went to the 2014 meet and greet at lush and you looked so tall and you’re so beautiful and I love what you do. ❤️❤️
Aby Zhou
Aby Zhou Hace 11 días
I am two months late but so happy to be back :) feels so much more connected, please do keep sharing part of your life
Pandabella Hace 11 días
You are so genuine I would actually never see you doing something for views, or just fluff. You're a beautiful person! Addressing your depression really hit me hard, I truly felt what you were saying and you opened me up to different thoughts that maybe not everyone is against you. Thank you and I love you! -Pandabella
Alyssa that weirdo
Alyssa that weirdo Hace 11 días
Bunny i regret not watching your videos i have watched you for a while and i loved you so much for who you were and i'm disappointed in myself cause i stopped but sometimes i did wonder what your youtube was again cause i know deep down i still wanted to watch you i am so sorry for what happened i feel so bad for you i am crying so much and i haven't even watched the whole video yet just i love you so much and PLEASE bunny be yourself stop letting the hate get to you cause you are a wonderful person you are different i love you so much don't forget that!
rosiegroovy Hace 13 días
I'm a new fan so please forgive me for my confusion: I thought you were with this Dogman dude and so who is this Shane dude? Did you and Dogman break up and you ended up with Shane?
Heather Burleson
Heather Burleson Hace 13 días
From a 3 year subscriber, I watched the Shane videos and thought, oh cool! This should be fun! What I got was shook....lol I feel like it was the first time I saw you. I feel like through the years we get little sneak peeks here and there, this....was....so.....much....bigger! I realized you are just like me and so many people I know! It was refreshing and beautiful and I just wanted you to know I love you and you are amazing! ❤️❤️❤️
William Cook
William Cook Hace 13 días
We love u Bunny!! Everything will be ok! Don’t worry we’ve always been here!
Rebekah Galliford
Rebekah Galliford Hace 13 días
Yes, Bunny. Yes.
grace Bailey
grace Bailey Hace 13 días
I never unsubscribed
B M Hace 13 días
i love the new you! Show it more!
Rachel Flora
Rachel Flora Hace 13 días
Girl you are so pure, just keep being yourself and doing what YOU want. That's what we want. For you to be yourself and be happy.
delaney hogue
delaney hogue Hace 13 días
Bunny we are here for you and we love youuuuuu!!!!
courtney senters
courtney senters Hace 13 días
Where can I find this video with you and Shane?
jenocity Hace 13 días
i missed you.
Vanessa Floyd
Vanessa Floyd Hace 14 días
I'm at the end of the video and Bunny I just want you to know that you are beautiful you are awesome you are funny. You should change it up but change is a good thing, everyone needs change!! just stay true to you and to what you love and true fans, will stay and there's always room from new fans!! -Vanessa --- IG: greeney3dg1rl
Vanessa Floyd
Vanessa Floyd Hace 14 días
but the 90's were the best
Vanessa Floyd
Vanessa Floyd Hace 14 días
I could watch you for hours
Vanessa Floyd
Vanessa Floyd Hace 14 días
To be honest bunny, you could make a video of you sitting on the toilet taking a huge dumb and you are just talking I would still watch it.. its not about your backgrounds or anything its you, you're why I watch your videos your funny your not afraid to do silly stuff like I watched a video you trying Japanese candies I just loved it because you were having fun.. but then again I'm not like others but that's ok. bunny you are so awesome!!
Gissell Mejia
Gissell Mejia Hace 14 días
It’s so good to see you be you
Kristen Burk-Richardson
I legit have never seen anything more raw and real. I'm a new subscriber, and I think you kick ass and need to keep pressing forward babe!
Erica Janetos
Erica Janetos Hace 14 días
I watched the series with you and Shane and loved it. You are a beautiful person and I had no idea you suffered from some of the things I do. Specifically having difficulty with death. I love you to pieces and I’m so glad you’re letting yourself be more authentic. I have re-subscribed and I support you so much 💕
Susan Winkler
Susan Winkler Hace 15 días
I loved this and Shane's series! excited to see where this new chapter takes you, 2011 then left and am happy to be back
Stacey Newall
Stacey Newall Hace 15 días
I’m so happy that you are being yourself again, this is the bunny I was originally drawn to on this channel, #swampfamily
franis youtubetrash
franis youtubetrash Hace 15 días
What is wrong with those 13,000 assholes that have disliked, fooook off away with your negativity fam.
janice mcgill
janice mcgill Hace 15 días
sailormoon118 Hace 16 días
Honestly, I'd say, just, stop making videos and not posting them cuz you're scared we won't watch them. Those of us who love you, will always watch your videos (even those of us who have crazy busy lives and only spend time on ESvid occasionally, like honestly, I say your "we need to talk..." Video and I was worried about you and fell down the rabbit hole of watching your colab and everything else, I just have really limited time to watch videos sorry Bunny) love you! 💜💜💜
Belle Been
Belle Been Hace 16 días
I've been following you since you started, and I love you through all your stages, but raw Buns is my favorite Buns.
James Lloyd-Skinner
James Lloyd-Skinner Hace 16 días
Hey Bunny, I'm slightly embarrassed to admit this but I was one of those viewers who stopped watching your videos a few years ago. And I was avid fan of yours for years. After this series with Shane and watching this video where you have a new lease of life and a new energy and motivation, I am so excited to see you thrive and see what your future holds. So happy and proud for you! Also I have (of course) re-subscribed! x
Bridget Manns
Bridget Manns Hace 16 días
I watched a few videos and never made a connection. But this!!! This is real!!! Many people suffer from depression, anxiety, and self esteem issues including myself and i was just thinking to myself that i wish i had the balls to make a channel talking about my mental health. I WILL watch and sub for this person !!!!!!
Mrs Fluffy
Mrs Fluffy Hace 16 días
How come all the videos of you sitting here crying get the most views?
Jamie K87
Jamie K87 Hace 17 días
Im back with you, Bunny
Joanne Costine
Joanne Costine Hace 17 días
It's a spiritual transition they're difficult experiencing because your that much more aware, it's overwhelming, it's difficult all lessons thrown at you that you must understand & overcome, I wish you the best bunny, don't go against the transformation or your emotions will spiral out of control too let alone the fact that you already suffer from anxiety you really shouldn't need everyone's approval, and acceptance that's a big lesson I believe you need to go through
Bridget Brown
Bridget Brown Hace 17 días
Love you Bunny! Never stop being yourself girl ❤ I admire you for really opening up, not all of us are brave enough to do so!
Maegan Tomasello
Maegan Tomasello Hace 18 días
SO HERE FOR BUNNY 2.0! My favorite ESvidrs are people who are honest and genuine to themselves and their struggles regardless of what their content revolves around. Been a subscriber for a while, but happy to see this side of you now. ❤️
tapsnjazz Hace 18 días
Hi, bunny! I am someone who was subscribed years ago, but I left because my schedule got too busy to sit down and watch a half hour or longer video. I saw Shane's trilogy, and I thought I would come back and check you out again. I hope you do very well as you find yourself again.
Sara Stal
Sara Stal Hace 18 días
So the first video I watched from Shane was your series. So I came over here to watch some videos. I wish you luck in finding your happiness & the journey to let yourself be more free on ESvid. I can’t imagine putting your life out there for millions of people & that anxiety it causes. But it looks like you have so much support & that is so amazing. Subscribing now 😄
ninnush Hace 18 días
I just want to appreciate Shane and what amazing, pure and selfless person he is, it’s seriously blowing my mind right now. I’m not even his sub anymore, I was in like 2010, but maaaan.......earth needs more people like him. ❤️
Alexandra Teske
Alexandra Teske Hace 18 días
stay strong Bunny you're doing great!!! dont be so hard on yourself we love you
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